charlyn

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

I found this by accident today inside on of my folders. This is so retarded! Check out this unheard of superhero and his side kick. haha...

charlyn recorded history @ 11:54 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

I have been on a deserted island called KEVII..... I haven't moved more than 50m away from my room. The farthest i've ventured since monday is to the dinning hall which is prolly less then 50m alway from my room. And what have i been doing u might ask? Studying of course.

Seriously..... I have never studied so hard in my entire life before. All I do is study sleep and eat and ok watch a little bit of tv. This "trapped in a small room with 4 walls and your books" thing really helps. So much less distractions.
I'm quite nervous abt the papers. Actually i'm quite scared cos i studied so hard. And if i dun do well than i'd be damn disappointed and even a whole pint of green tea haagen daz ice-cream might not be able to console me. hahaha... Actually i must commend myself because i stuck to my crazy schedule (I did change it to 12 hrs a day, but i usually finished some chapters faster, so it's prolly 10hrs of studying per day). I've finished studying my 3 modules once through already because i stuck to the plan. (once again, my love for structure. haha)
I have no idea why i'm studying so hard also. I don't know what happened to me. hahaha... i duno if tt's good or bad.
i'm gona play so hard during this holiday!! I am going to be so happy!! YES I AM!

charlyn recorded history @ 2:42 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Things I want to eat after my study confinement

1. KFC Crispy Fried Chicken
2. Tea Leaf Egg
3. Advocado Juice from Tambumas
4. Bishan S11 BBQ chicken
5. Sharks fin soup
6. Mango Magarita from cafe Iguana
7. Laksa from braddell
8. Rojak from tpy
9. Green tea ice cream from haagen daz
10. Paper prata with chocolate sprinkles from sing ming

charlyn recorded history @ 8:01 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

I attended 2 weddings today. One at 2pm, another at 3pm with in a 1km radius of each other. What are the odds right?!

The first wedding was Ms Amy's (my sec 3 n 4 form teacher). She looked so beautiful in the pictures and of course in real life. She looked so very happy. And she and her new husband look so loving... i only have one expression "AWwwwww...." It was really a beautiful wedding with nice music and nice chapel of wesley methodist. The pastor's msg could have been MUCH better tho. I'm really so happy for her cos she seems so blissful.

After that, I walked/ran to Prinsp St, my church. For Shaun's wedding. He's one of the lighthouse mentors. It was really touching to see how he really meant what he was promising his new wife Leanne. They had good food at the reception. the mushroom, the fish, the weird veggi mixed flour looking thing. It was so good. hahaha...

Seeing all these weddings make me feel like getting married too! But not cos i get to dress in a pretty dress and feel all lovey dovey, but because i've finally found someone who really suits me and loves me and whom i love, till death do us part. I think the feeling that u've found the right person would be.... unimaginable happiness.
Sighs.... where are you? hahaha....

charlyn recorded history @ 11:57 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

Juxtapose.

Don't u think it looks like such an ugly word? i really dun like how all the letters fit together in tt word... it just looks wrong. and it sounds ugly too. like some vulgarity in disguise. why do they keep putting that word all over my notes and readings. why can't they just say compare and contrast!

charlyn recorded history @ 9:59 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Have you ever wanted to know something really badly before? Let me tell you, patience pays off. When you finally find the answer to your question, you would be very relieved, but you might not be totally happy. I just found the answer to my question, I feel so liberated!! I like the answer. However, now that i've finally found the answer that i've been looking for for such a long time, i feel kinda lost. Now my question is what's next?

I know I should be studying and i'm so unfocused right now.

charlyn recorded history @ 5:04 PM

ok i just made my study time table and i totally think it's crazy. If i really manage to follow my time table then i'd know i'm not human and that i came from Kyrpton. 13 hrs of studying per day for 14 days straight. So i should make a more realistic plan right? I duno.. cos they say we shld aim for the stars and if we dun reach it at least we fall on the coconut tree rite? haha... ok some logic. Maybe i really do come from another planet.

I can't wait for tmr. Cos tmr is my last Representing Singapore test, and the submission for the project. 15% and 30% respectively. And then i'd be DONE with that module that has caused me quite a lot of distress. yeay!

charlyn recorded history @ 1:56 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

My fav online radio channel: My Christmas Channel!!

www.mychristmaschannel.com

Start your day with My Christmas Channel, playing Christmas music 24 hours a day! It's starting to feel a lot like christmas!

charlyn recorded history @ 10:45 AM

Monday, November 13, 2006

Responsible

I can't run from it.

I can't hide from it.

I just have to be it.

charlyn recorded history @ 9:27 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Ohhhhhh i'm in such a bad mood right now theres a huge dark cloud with lighting and tunder right above my head!

TOday for the first time in my 11 months of driving i beat the red light. I know beating the red light can only be my fault, but i really would like to blame my maid. If we were not looking for her, i would have been more careful, and my attention would not be undivided. ARGH..... I know it's excuses, but just at the traffic junction we (mum and I) spotted her across the road, so i horned and wound down the window to signal her to go home, and then i turned, just when the light turned red and there was another car turning from the opposite lane. If i was any slower i wld have gotten into an accident. THere were 2 red light cameras at tt junction la, tho i didn't see a flash, but i think since there are 2 i wld prolly be caught la. I am a law abiding citizen.. arghhhh i hate that i broke the law.. argh!! I AM SO MAD AT HER!! i know it's not her fault, but I AM SO MAD..... arghhhhhh.........

And then i finally wore my retainers just now for abt 2 hrs and it was making my teeth hurt, and making me super irritable, so i took it off.

I was so tired and i wanted to sleep cos i'm not feeling too well, but my mum, sis and maid were fixing some tables and there was so much banging and i cldn't sleep n now i'm awake and i can't sleep and i'm still tired, frustrated and irritated!!!! ARGHHHHhhhhhhh!!!!

I should have just stayed in hall and not go home today. argh!

charlyn recorded history @ 12:38 AM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

On sunday, i attended Gabriel's grandmother's funeral. It was really sad, even tho i did not know his grandmother. Zara and I were discussing how life has been so good to us. Like we dun really have really down times like losing a loved one. We're like...in the middle. Not too sad and not too happy. hahaha... something like that. So before Gabriel's grandmother was pushed into the "chapel" for the service, there was another group of ppl inside the "chapel" and then suddenly someone started screaming, really really loudly. It was so scary... it was full of pain and anguish. I haven't heard that kind of scream before. and believe me, u won't wana hear it. it made my hair stand on ends.
So finally when his grandmother was being cremated, his family members started crying and saying their last goodbyes, which really made me wana cry too. I really can't imagine losing my mum or dad or bro or sis or anyone close to me. I duno if i wld be able to take it. I feel really scared. It is really difficult to live w/o someone u have spent a lot of ur life with, but then again, so many ppl have lost loved ones and continued living. sighs... another down side of having feelings and being human.

charlyn recorded history @ 5:38 PM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

let the shit roll....

charlyn recorded history @ 1:38 AM