Sunday, September 13, 2009

My gravity

Gravity

Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh I'll never know what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away

Oh Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh twice as much aint twice as good
And can't sustain like a one half could
It's wanting more
That's gonna send me to my knees

Oh gravity, stay the hell away from me
And gravity has taken better men than me (Now how can that be?)

Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Keep you all where the light is
Just keep us where the light is
Ohh.. where the light is!

charlyn recorded history @ 4:14 PM

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

My happy birthday

I love celebrations. I love festivals. And I especially love birthdays.
Birthdays are a little special than all the rest of the celebrations/festivals because they are somewhat exculsively yours. Like its the occasion where people that matter (your family and friends) celebrate YOU. Celebrate that you were born into this earth and celebrate that you are part of their lives. It is also the time where you can celebrate that you have family and friends to celebrate with. This is why I like to throw birthday parties. I like to put everyone I love into one room.

This year, I decided not to have a party. I guess I was just feeling quite down and I forgot about how happy a party would make me feel. So basically I just spent a quiet day with zara, a very nice dinner with my family and wq. Than last saturday, my sailors booked me for the day/night. Blindfolded me at pennisular plaza, made me walk all around I don't know where.. and finally brought me to this rooftop place with a jacuzzi and suprised me with a birthday celebration.

It was wonderful! I really haven't been so suprised before. They told me we were just outside some resturant, BUT actually, they booked the governor's suite at royal park hotel! and the outdoor jacuzzi was the suite's private jacuzzi. It wld have been perfect if the tub wasn't filled with green algae. So we spent the whole day together and played some games in the evening before heading out to club for a while. Even though everyone was quite wasted in their own way at the end of the night, I really had such a blast.

Its times like these that I look at my life and continue to thank God for blessing me with wonderful friends who are like my 2nd family, which makes my life so full of fun and joy.

MY SUPRISE!

Our private algae jacuzzi. I think I was the only 1 who "used" it. >.<

Thank you sailors for this party I will never forget. :)

charlyn recorded history @ 3:28 PM

Friday, September 04, 2009

SIANitaization

I having the longest feeling of sian ever.
Everything just feels so... Sian.
I just don't feel like doing anything, but because I haven't been doing much to begin with, I have a lot to do. That just makes me feel even more sian. Its a vicious cycle.
I should be asleep by now, but I am just feeling so sian that I don't feel like sleeping. Its crazy I know.
Now I'm feeling too sian to blog.
ok bye.

charlyn recorded history @ 12:48 AM